A Gundam Wing Fanfiction by Louise Babyshampoo


     ~A Wu Fei's Story~


    

Windflower Part4


     Timeline : A.C. 203


    

Ruins of Chang Residence ~ basement


     Wu Fei popped one eye open when he heard vague cry of battle above the relatively safe basement. He lifted his face toward the source of the battle and frowned. He almost forgot about the OZ army. He didn’t even notice the time. The birth of his daughter earlier must have exhausted his entire energy and brought him into deep sleep.


     He glanced to his right and saw Sally, leaning against his shoulder, sleeping peacefully despite the disarray of her surroundings. In her arms, the baby was also sleeping soundly, her tiny features glowing and beautiful as she sucked her little thumb, apparently dreaming pleasantly. Wu Fei smiled tenderly in spite of his growing anxiety. He wondered in a flash whether every father would feel the same way as he was feeling at the very moment. It was a warm, tender feeling he couldn’t even describe. All of this experience was new to him to even comprehend.


     Another explosion went off above and he was transferred back to reality, feeling utterly uneasy all of sudden. The explosion even made his daughter stir and bawl in alarm to his dismay. Eventually, the cry woke Sally up and comforted the little baby with her soft, loving voice. Wu Fei shifted his body and circled his arm protectively around his wife’s shoulders, his face grim. Sally looked up at him, her features worried, her eyes intensified with fear. She tightened her hold on her baby subconsciously and drew her to her bosom, in a flash feared for her daughter’s future.


     “What’s happening?” her round eyes questioned Wu Fei, wide with apprehension, “ The explosion…”


     “The energy shield could only keep the attacks for a few hours, as expected.” Wu Fei’s eyes travelled above, determined and anxious with sudden realisation : the colony was on its way of destruction and they were trapped on the basement. He couldn’t help, and it was his responsibility to protect the colony. Of course, he could excape the basement just easily, but he had a new responsibility : to protect his wife and his baby. To leave them alone in the paw of danger wouldn’t be too chivalrous thing to do. Especially he had vowed not ever put his family in danger above all, since a few years ago when he first married Sally Po. Bringing them with him wouldn’t be a good option, for it would only restrict his movements. It was always easier to act alone, without any assistance. He was capable of protecting himself, anyway. However, with a wife and a child in tow, he…doubted his capability. It was almost impossible to shield everyone from some possible explosions. And it also did no good to die on them if he happened to be the one shielding them from the explosions; there were more advanced dangers on their way.


     His gaze travelled back to his wife’s face, his eyebrows, knitted together in concern. He had never been in this kind of situation before. He had always been alone when he did his missions, and he was not responsible for someone’s life. He had never been concerned with protecting people’s lives. It had been always like that ever since he piloted Gundam Shenlong…ever since his first wife’s decease. Mei Lan was the first and the last woman he protected from war since his Gundam piloting period. It wasn’t because he didn’t care about Sally, no. He always cared for her deep within his heart, or else he would never marry her. He merely kept the sentimentality of what people defined as love away from his mind. He decided love would only distract his logic and brought him into nothingness. He would be destroyed if he loved. More than that, Sally was, in a way, more than capable of defending herself. She might not be a kung fu expert like Mei Lan did, but she was more formidable and furtive in a sense. His wife was a strategist. She planned everything to the smallest of thing, never leaving something out of her astute eyes. And she was absolutely competent at operating a gun or a rifle. That was the very reason why he never really worried about her. She was always holding her ground, unlike the reckless and careless Mei Lan.


     However, he couldn’t help but be bothered by his wife’s noted incapability at the time being. She couldn’t even lift a limb without his assistance. She was weak. She was vulnerable to her very bones. And the baby…one crush would kill the sweet little girl instantly. Even the thought of his daughter being slaughtered by some OZ soldiers made him shuddered in disgust and winced in the pain he never thought he could feel. It was imaginary, but it felt real, crushing his mind with an unbearably pressure of stress. He had to save the colony, but he also had to protect his family. He knew at least his family would be safe for sometime in the little secluded basement, but he couldn’t help ruminating the other endless likelihood. What if the OZ army accidentally found the hidden entrance and barged inside? Hi family would be in the gravest of danger. Especially, recognizing Sally, they could use her and the baby as pawns against him. As hostages.


     A soft, thin hand landed gently on his cheek, caressing it affectionately as it coaxed his head to turn around and drowned himself in the warmth of Sally’s blue eyes. They were so warm they melted his heart, causing his stomach to turn into jelly all of sudden. His guts were tightened at the sight of her gentle and loving expression as guilty started to pool. Covering her hand with his own, he rubbed it slowly against his own cheek, sensing the texture of her palm absorbedly as it grazed against his skin, unbelievably soft even after her full training as a soldier. Slowly he dragged it to his mouth and kissed it tantalisingly without releasing her eyes, kept it on his cheek as he put his other hand on her pale, damp cheek, touching it with his fingertips.


     “I’m fine, Wu Fei.” She smiled as she attempted to reassure him, her other hand travelled to cover Wu Fei’s hand and squeeze it gently, “I’m fine. You needn’t to worry about us. We’ll be fine…we’ll be safe down here.”


     Wu Fei drew both his hands and placed them on each of his knee, his eyes darkened in both realisation and bewilderment. He just realised Sally’s understanding wasn’t only a front. After all this time he was being married to her, he always thought Sally was only pretending to understand him, to make him feel better. However, he realised at the moment Sally truly fully understood him, his personality and his motives, his way of thinking, everything. He was more than satisfied having her pretending to be so considerate, but he never did hope she would actually come to the point where she was able to tell what he thought without voicing it out loud. He was confused, because he never knew the reason why Sally would ever understand him to the core. All he comprehended was he shunned Sally from all his plans, his thought, everything. He decided everything by himself, even when it came to family affairs. For him, there was no way a woman would interfere in some important decision-makings. Moreover, he needed freedom. He couldn’t let a woman mess with his mind, now or later, even his wife.


     He closed every door to his mind and heart.


     didn’t want everyone sneak into his realm and destroy his little world, his sanctuary. There he could feel his strongest authority. His privacy.


     But Sally…Sally, with her own gentle ways, somehow managed to steal a glimpse into the private sanctuary of his, long enough to taste his persona. To understand him not as someone who used to pilot a Gundam Shenlong, as someone who was outlooked a chauvinist or an arrogant youngster. She somehow was able to break through his barriers and peeled it off one by one, skin by skin, to reveal the glory of his inner realm.


     No woman had ever succeeded. None at all.


     But why?


     How?


     It didn’t matter. He knew the answer already. Sally gave him freedom, even more than he needed. She never crossed his way, never intentionally tackled his plans or opinions. If she disagreed with something, she would remind him with the gentlest possible way she could find, without totally opposing him. She gave everything to him. She gave him even her life, her very self. That was the reason he opened himself more to her than to anybody else, and the reason why he couldn’t ever abandon her even if the colony was on the brink of annihilation.


     Wu Fei shook his head as he curved his lips into a thin, bitter smile, then slumped his body beside the woman, his woman, and circled one arm around her sagged shoulders, drawing her close to him. Strange. In most situations, he would frown in disgust even upon the imagination of hugging her. However, he did it with some ease he had never sensed before, as if his arm belonged there, on the circle of her small, fragile shoulders. He chuckled ironically as he sensed Sally dropped her head tiredly on his broad chest. Afterwards, if they ever survived the attack, where would this all go? It might be only his sense of responsibility triggered him to do the thing he most despised : being romantic. What a strange circumstances this occurred in.


     Vaguely, in drowsiness, Sally whispered softly, “Wu Fei, I love you…”


     Wu Fei’s eyes widened as he caught the phrase, but instead of scolding her for her display of sentimentality as he usually did, he merely put his cheek on the crown on her head and tightened his embrace.


     There was always a sweet pain in his chest whenever he saw her eyes. It happened for as long as he could remember; he didn’t know exactly when it started. Was it love? Impossible. He was incapable of love. He wanted to love and to be loved, but he didn’t know how. He didn’t know how to do it, how to express it. Hell, he didn’t know what love itself meant. Many people told them they had a match made in heaven, but he doubted it. Apart of being understanding to each other, he was never being romantic to her, unlike other ‘in love’ couples. Not that he cared.


     No.


     That was not the truth.


     He really wanted to love her, albeit he couldn’t.


     At least…he could pretend they truly loved each other for the time being.



    

Earth ~ Yui / Peacecraft Residential Mansion


    


     Heero covered his ears with his pillow as he heard the beeping sound of the communication system across the room he shared with Relena. It had been the third months of his marriage to her, and he was denied the pure bliss of sleeping during those three months. Not that he objected, but he merely demanded for a few more hours of sleeping before he had to wake up the next day to face his hell of a lot of work. He groaned as he heard the persistent beeping sound, refusing to accept its defeat. He buried his head even deeper beneath the piles of soft pillows, somehow managed to get his entire body invisible, with the help of the thick quilt. His muscle tensed as he felt Relena’s soft hand caressed his neck, expecting her to order him to receive the message, but he exhaled faintly in relief when he sensed her stirred from the bed and padded across the room to receive the call. He smiled as he heard the rustle of Relena’s kimono fabric and continued his dream time, assured Relena would take care of whatever was going on out there. Even a bomb in a colony couldn’t disturb his sleeping time. It was the only luxury he always craved. And his woman was always terrific. She knew exactly what he needed most after a long day of work or a long sport. Some sleep would be fine, thank you very much.


     “Hello?” His ears perked up a little bit as he heard Relena’s silky voice, gentle and low. She sounded a bit tired, though. Must be her work during the day. She had told him she had a rough day. A twinge of regret started to gnaw his mind despite his effort to maintain his ignorance, “Ah, Quatre? Yes, yes…everything’s fine. No, no, that’s okay, I’m not mad at all. And I’m not always beautiful, Quatre. I’m in dishevelled state at the moment.” Then a chuckle escaped. Under his pillows, Heero swore viciously at Quatre. How dare he to flirt with someone’s wife? He never knew Quatre to have that streak. Living with several sisters might form him to what he was now, a total gentleman when it came to ladies, but he never expected the other man to be flirty. However, he ceased worrying as he continued eavesdropping the conversation.


     “Yes?” He could hear tense gathered in her voice, and as he peeked from beneath the pillows, he could see her raking her disarrayed hair in apprehension, “You sure? Wasn’t it only technical problems? Please tell me, Quatre.” He saw Quatre shaking his head on the blinking monitor, looking very grim and miserable.


     “So L5 Colony…”


     The conversation had Heero’s full attention by then. He lifted the pillows of his head and reached for his woollen robe, securing the strap tightly before strolling across the room to his wife’s side, planting a hand on her small shoulder. Relena merely acknowledged his presence with a worried glance as she continued paying full attention to what Quatre had to say. Sighing heavily, the former Gundam pilot switched the system’s mode so he could also have a part in the conversation.


     “…now under OZ’s attack. We had tried contacting Wu Fei a few times already, but all communication system was aborted. We had no response. At all.” He could sense the slightest of panic beneath the calm exterior of the young blonde Arabian. “They apparently planned and sabotaged everything before proceeding with the attack. I wonder who was planning this. I would say L5 Colony’s defence was among the strongest, with its energy shield, but…the man behind this attack was a true strategist. Not to mention Wu Fei is quite a good strategist as well…”


     “Quit praising the OZ bastard, Quatre!” Heero snarled unintentionally at Quatre, causing the other man to jerk back a bit in surprise. He was fully awake at the moment, and the wheels in his head started to assess the whole situation. Wu Fei and L5 colony were in emergency. And it took days or weeks to reach the colony, even with the fastest mobile suit. Wu Fei’s colony was the furthest one from earth as far as he was concerned. If only he was in L1 colony…it was the nearest situated from the L5 colony.


     Heero straightened his back as the soldier in him returned, his eyes grew darker and darker in seconds. It was almost impossible to send immediate reinforcement to L5 Colony from Earth. He practically could do nothing. If only his Gundam Wing was not destroyed a few years back then…


     He turned slightly to Relena, whom clutched her hands on her chest, he warm brown eyes wide with worries. His wife had had enough for one day. He shouldn’t bother her with the upcoming problem; she was way too tired already with the diplomatic matters. His face features softened, he smiled vaguely at he as he caressed the length of her hair, faint stress signalled in his voice as he urged, “Go to bed. I’ll handle this.”


     “B-but Heero…”


     “Go to bed.” Heero repeated his words more sternly, his chin gesturing to his bed, their bed. “Everything would be fine. Trust me.”


     Reluctantly Relena obliged. However, she kept looking behind her back as she trudged back to their bed, worries made her features look hollow and pale. Heero understood. Relena was worried for Sally. She was nine months pregnant as far as he concerned, and it was almost her due time. What if something happened? Heero shuddered inwardly at the thought although he never showed it. He couldn’t imagine it if the same thing happened to his woman. Gently, he reassured her, “I’ll check on Sally. Now, you go to bed. I’ll make sure everything’s fine from here.” His reassurance somehow managed to calm her down, for she rewarded him with her sweetest smile. Heero’s heart melted. He never could stand a chance against the meek expression of hers. Now he had to find any ways to accomplish his promise to his wife, which was tough as far as he could see.


     “Now, Quatre.” He returned to the conversation, raking his thick brown hair as he thought of what to do next, “Contact Trowa and Duo, they would need the most detailed information they could get from you.”


     Quatre smirked ever so slightly at that. Always the bossy and iron-head leader. He was telling him that as if it was easy to locate two of their friends. He bet Heero didn’t really know the whereabouts of their other two teammates, and that was the reason he actually ordered him to find those two. Always the ignorant one. With Trowa, it was understandable. He had always moved around the colonies with his circus troupe, anyway. But Duo? The man had left a message of his whereabouts to each of the team as long as he remembered, so Heero must be quite informed, too. And that was the problem. Duo was still in the process of reconciling his marriage with Hilde together with their children, holidaying in a resort near Lake Elizabeth, in the L2 colony. He wouldn’t be too pleased to forcefully alter his plan, no matter how serious the situation. Oh, Quatre knew Duo would certainly do it out of friendship, but he was also well aware of the significance of the vacation for Duo. Duo, who was once making a mistake by leaving Hilde for some reasons, intended to patch things up between him and his wife, but he would have to leave his plan in hold because of the commotions of L5 Colony. He almost groaned as he imagined Hilde’s disappointment at Duo’s sudden retreat. And he was the one who was given the job to contact everybody. How depressing. And here he had the urge to tell Heero to find them and talk to them himself, but he restrained himself. It was an emergency and he didn’t have time to fool around. Knowing Heero, he would be less than diplomatic while talking to him, which in the end probably caused several misconceptions. Heero was right in a way; it was his duty to inform them and request their assistance, albeit without the Gundams. However, he needed to clarify something first to Heero.


     Leaning on the desk of his own communication system, Quatre looked straight in the cobalt blue eyes of the former Gundam Wing pilot, probing the depths of them silently. He could sense Heero’s restlessness under his scrutiny, but he enjoyed himself very much. He only began the talking after a few seconds, almost smiling as he heard Heero’s restrained sigh of relief, “And what about you, Heero? Don’t you need detailed information as well?”


     He could hear the other man swore venomously under his breath, before mumbling, “Spill,”


     Quatre hardened his expression and straightened his stance, a sign he was in serious mode at the time being. He never let go of Heero’s eyes as he explained the whole situation in details but briefly, leaving no time to dwell upon unimportant subjects anymore. “So far I think they would use the main generator to shield their capital city. However, I think L5 Colony could only hold back for a few days from now. Hell, their shield might be down even as we talked now, due to power failure. I’ve sent the Maganacs for reinforcement, but it was at least two days before they reach L5 Colony. Until then, we have no clue. We could only pray there wasn’t too much damage done. All the redevelopment would be in vain.”


     “Quatre, wait.” Heero cut him in, holding up a hand as he spoke, “OZ must have realised the impact of this attack. They declared open war to us, apparently. They might have greater force behind them, supporting their moves. There was no way they could stand a chance against the reinforcements from the other four colonies, including Earth.”


     “Or they might have other plans…” Quatre offered as he rubbed his chin in deep contemplation, “They might even set a bargain.”


     Shaking his head, Heero could only smirk a little as he reached for the system’s remote controller, indicating his wish to end the conversation, “Perhaps, but we wouldn’t know for the time being. We had to wait for the Maganacs to contact us in order to know the whole story. Now, will you proceed with our plan?”


     “And let you sleep soundly in the embrace of your wife?” Quatre griped, a hint of sarcasm in his seemingly calm voice, “I don’t think so, Perfect Soldier. This is our responsibility. We do it together.”


     “So?” Heero lifted his chin haughtily, crossed his arms in front of his chest in a defensive stance, “I have to raise early tomorrow; the army department needs me for some translations of advance blue prints for the improved mobile suit. I have to explain the technical for their dummy brains.”


     “And I have to feed my whole family, posing as the president director of Winner Oil Company, if I was allowed to remind you,” Quatre muttered under his breath, although he remained calm and patient, emphasising the fact he was really serious about his request this time. And noone could dodge the demand of a very determined Quatre, not even Heero.


     “Oh, hell.” Was the only word Heero emitted from his lips. He nodded lazily at the end as he agreed reluctantly, “I’ll contact Trowa. You’ll have to deal with Duo.”


     Quatre nodded. “Fine,” he replied, inwardly sighing in relief as he finally came to agreement with Heero. It was very difficult to convince Heero to do something against his will. He wondered what miracle caused the other man to accept his request.


     As Heero was about to turn off the communication system, Quatre once again cut in, insisting him to pay his attention again at the other man. “They are going to be alright, Heero…” Quatre smiled as he reassured him softly, with a brotherly touch in his voice, “Wu Fei and the others would be fine.”


     “I’m not worried.” Heero glared at the blonde man as he retorted almost vehemently, then shut the communication system off. Afterwards, he tried to dismiss what Quatre had just told him, but he found himself thinking in circle. In this case, he was, although he would rather die than admitting it, worrying about Wu Fei and Sally’s state of security. He had planned to go straight back to bed after the call, but he found himself unable to do so. Instead, he opened his communication system once again and busied himself by contacting various personnel and people. And there, in the middle of the blackness of the vast chamber, saved the blinking light of the monitor, Heero’s voice echoed smoothly.


     “Trowa, it’s the L5 Colony…needs help. Wu Fei and Sally…”


Ruin of Chang Residence ~ basement


     “I’m sorry to tell you this, but this is all I could found from the emergency food storage,” Wu Fei conceded gravely as he knelt down beside Sally, a sack of food he managed to gather in his hand, “When I reached the spot, the content was either ruined or already out dated.”


     Sally was sitting against the wall, a thick blanket covering her legs. She was singing a lullaby to calm her baby down, but her voice was put into a halt as she acknowledged Wu Fei’s presence. Wu Fei didn’t make any sound at all, but she could sense his movement from the stir of the air around the area. She smiled as she shifted a little to provide some place for him. “That’s okay, Wu Fei. At least we could spend a few days here and think of our next move.” She told him with such an optimism that managed to lift his worries even if it was only a little.


     Wu Fei gave his wife a stiff smile before finally drawing some bread from inside the sack he was holding. Then, almost gently, he shoved the bread onto Sally’s wife and ordered, “Eat. You need strength to feed the baby.”


     Accepting the bread with one hand, Sally gave him a mischievous smile as she proceeded to chew it slowly, “Baby? No name to honour her arrival in our small family? Are you going to start the trend Trowa started a long time ago by calling her ‘No Name’?” Her little smile broke into a grin as she caught Wu Fei’s faint scowl. Then, with a more serious tone, she added with a reprimanded look, “Stop calling her ‘Baby’. She’s your daughter, so think of something.”


     “Fine, fine!” Wu Fei breathed in exasperation. He had never been comfortable with this kind of matters. However, he intended to regard his wife’s words seriously as he sagged against the wall and contemplated some names that he actually remembered. He was not a name expert, but he was willing to try this time. Sally was right, he couldn’t let the baby without a name for too long. He couldn’t introduce his baby to everyone without a name, indeed, so he had to.


     He frowned as he heard a chuckle and whirled his head sharply to Sally’s direction. There, he noticed her laughing at him while covering her mouth at the same time, for the first time in the last few days looking young and happy once again. Wu Fei knew his wife had just stung his pride, but he felt nothing at the moment, for instance. Instead, he was smiling as he watched her laughing face, so carefree and without worry, despite the going-ons above the basement. He was even tempted to join his wife in her laughter, but he found he couldn’t. After all, he had to save his face. His wife was laughing at him, and he had to do something here.


     “Very nice, Sally.” He chided her coolly, pretending as if he was angry with her whence he was not. Well, he was miffed, but he wasn’t angry at all.


     “I-I’m sorry. I…I…oh!” Sally gasped between her laughter, wiping a tear away as she attempted to have a firm hold on the baby’s body. The baby didn’t wake up miraculously and continued her sleeping soundly. However, he noticed the baby starting to slip off Sally’s grasp and rushed with such a blinding speed to catch her as Sally failed to maintain her balance and dropped the baby eventually. Sally let out a surprised gasp herself, but sighed in relief as she noticed Wu Fei’s arm rested securely around the baby’s tiny frame, her breath a little bit shaky. She raised her eyes apologetically at her husband whom in return gazed into her own eyes in chastise, although she could also distinguish a hint of amusement there. Noticing that Wu Fei did not intend to lose his hold on the baby, she withdrew her arms and let her husband cradling the little one to his chest, anticipation in her face as speculations swirled in her head.


     Wu Fei actually rocked the baby gently and smiled tenderly at her, much to Sally’s astonishment. Could it be that he learnt something?


     “You’re beautiful like a flower, my daughter.” Sally smiled solemnly as she listened to her husband’s low timbre, her heart full of aching happiness at the fact Wu Fei finally acknowledged the fact he had a daughter, “But you’re also brave. You came to this world alone, without accompaniment of others, only in the presence of you mother and I. Therefore…” Sally held her breath as she noticed Wu Fei transferred his attention to her, his face hard, serious.


     “We will name her Ang Hwa, Sally.”


     Sally felt her throat drying as she attempted a squeak, “Why? Why ‘Red Flower’?”


     Smiling, Wu Fei diverted his attention back to Ang Hwa and answered as he traced a finger along the baby’s smooth jaw-line, almost in a whisper, “She’s so beautiful…so pretty. She is a flower…” He raised his eyes and gazed deeply into Sally’s eyes as he continued, “She would be the ‘Heiress’, the ‘Respectable’, the ‘Grand Warrior’. She would be strong and brave…thorny like a rose in the middle of wild wind. ‘Red Flower’, Ang Hwa.” Then he extended his arm to Sally as he commanded her to come closer, his other arm still holding his baby very carefully, “Come, wife.”


     Sally’s lower lips was quivering as she controlled her tears, tentatively snuggled her body against her husband’s. It was ironic. She had always wished for this situation, but it only happened in the most forbidding circumstances. How inconvenient. She sighed in comfort as she sensed Wu Fei’s arm rested on the side of her body, drawing her even closer, his warmth radiating with every move he made.


     “Chang Ang Hwa…” she murmured softly, “it’s beautiful, Wu Fei…”


     She didn’t have to look at him to know that he was smiling. She could sense it. She had always been like that for as long as she could remember. She didn’t know when she started to understand his feelings intuitively. She just knew. She lifted her face as she sensed Wu Fei’s eyes on her, returning the gaze with the same intensity she could muster. There was something she didn’t see before in those dark pool of eyes. Something…warm and caressing.


     Temptation. It gnawed Wu Fei’s mind with its all might, clouding him with such a raw need to embrace his wife and just…kiss her, without the knowledge of the world falling before his very eyes. The temptation was so strong he couldn’t resist it, his dark eyes devouring the sight of his wife’s lush red lips. Slowly, he lowered his face to meet those lips, nibbling it tenderly as they brushed against his own. Sally knew it was not the time nor the occasion, but she let herself fall prey to the enticement. Her head swarmed with excitement as she retuned Wu Fei’s kiss with equally slow by burning passion, clinging onto the front part of his shirt.


     Then…somehow, in the middle of the passionate embrace, a great explosion occurred.


     It happened just a few metres from their secluded spot.


     It destroyed a part of the basement’s ceiling.




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